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Sat Sep 12, 2009, 8:17 PM
  • Mood: Screwed
  • Listening to: Act II: fatehr of death-intermission
well i posted in thsi guy's :iconkazuma18: journle asking for pancakes so now i must do what he is bound by the gods to do aswell. 10 free sketches, of....whatever. they are request and you will be bound by titans hands to if you request of me. { if u ask me for a sketch u have to offer 10 free sketches to}
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now really, i would like to get even a simple request from sombody? or a complicated one!...i would like a request though :)

Light up the Night

Fri Aug 7, 2009, 2:12 PM
  • Mood: Drooling
  • Listening to: The Protomen
This city's sleeping like a soldier trapped inside of an iron lung
Machines can keep you breathing but what happens when you find a new world's begun
Flip the switch and turn it off, you won't be able to breathe
So either way you're a casualty

I've got this burning like my veins are filled with nothing but gasoline
And with this spark, it's gonna be the biggest fire they've ever seen
Comin' down, you'll never run, either way it's all gonna burn
The only way that they'll ever learn
(Gotta turn it off? Flip a switch.)

Light up the night
There is a city that this darkness can't hide
There are the embers of the fires gone out
But I can still feel the heat on my skin
And this mess we're in
But you and I
Maybe you and I
We can still make it right–
Maybe we can bring back the light.

(At the heart of the city)
At the heart of the city there is a building that looks down out on all there is
(And the man in the tower controls it all)
And the man in the tower controls it all without raising a single fist
(It's like they gathered up the City)
It's like they gathered up the City, sold it to the devil, and now
It's gone to hell and they wonder how

We...men who would follow any man who would turn the wheels
(Now the wheels are spinnin' out of control)
Now the wheels are spinnin' out of control, what would they do if we held them still?
(If you destroy the working parts)
If you destroy the working parts what you get is a broken machine
A beacon of light from a burning scream
(Emily!)

Light up the night
There is a city that this darkness can't hide
There are the embers of the fires gone out
But I can still feel the heat on my skin
And this mess we're in
But you and I
Maybe you and I
We can light up the night.

But we can light up the night! (Light up the night)
There is a city that this darkness can't hide
There are the embers of the fires gone out
But I can still feel the heat on my skin
And this mess we're in
But you and I
Maybe you and I
We can light up the night! (Light up the night)

There is a city that this darkness can't hide
There is a fire that will burn through the streets of the city
And we will stand in the light, we will stand in the light
You and I – maybe you and I –
We can bring back the light! (Light up the night)
There is a city that this darkness can't hide
There is a fire that will burn through the streets of the city
And we will stand in the light, we will stand in the light
You and I
You and I...
We'll bring back the light.

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i killed a bug today

Sat Dec 6, 2008, 8:26 PM
  • Mood: Speechless
if you think im confessing a murder to ease my consions you are mistaken. if you feel disgust, or wish you did, think you do, or say you are, you are lieing. i hope you are. a bug cant feel. it cant think. it doesnt know life and death. it trys to preserve itself for no purpose but to serve its hive of clones. its life had no meaning nor would it have. nor does yours. you are no different than that same bug that's broken corpse stains my walls with its filth. you are perhaps worse. you think you have a purpose. at least you wish you do. you would like to think yourself better than some, even when those you compare yourselfs to have no standing as being great or even worth time to acknowledge. your life is horrid and being that you live your life based on what you make yourself of and not who you are, you undremine everything you want yourself to be. when you define yourself by what you own "the things you own end up owning you". the truth behind those words is defening. my point is far different than that though. my point is that you are nothing. you are no more than lies constructed by yourself and others taht you try to live out to be some one you think you need to be to be happy. we are all cursed by this. i am no different than that bug. you however destroy things when that bug only progressed and improved. you fall backwards and fail at everything you face. by some one elses standereds you succeded. if you think me wrong than you are probably right. for who am i to tell you anything. ofcourse you are right. you know yourself better than any one. you improve with slight withdraws in your life but you go forward. take away everything you own everything you like related to people places or things, and who are you? you are nothing. worthless. a bug. your life would never matter. your death wouldnt even match that of a bugs. for you only go back.

to cause physical paine to yourself in order to feel better makes sense. leasions fix themselfs by releasing a chemical taht makes you feel better. for those of you who had no clue as to why you do it... now you know.

no more

Sat Sep 20, 2008, 3:33 AM
  • Mood: Mortified
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tablet

Sun Aug 31, 2008, 7:27 PM
  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: breaking out - Protomen
  • Watching: comendy central presents
  • Playing: jet grind radio, and like 8 other games
well tomorow is the anniversery of the day that the wonderful creation and delivery of my being happened .....[ignores the fact that that made little sense].....point being in my family with almoast any ... day.... that u give out gifts we do it a day early so i recieved my big gift today. now unlike previous years where i would constantly ask for somthing like a game system or annoy the hell out of my parent until they allowed me to open up there gift with utter disapointment, today i didnt care, i didnt ask for anything from them [ of course i knew they would get me somthing but i just didnt care what they got me], i didnt even ask to get the dam thing today, but after being completly tormentid by the corny ending of KH2 for the 8th time i went to see what the people were doing and as soon as i enter their presence i hear " theres somthing for u on my desk " well like any normall person i resisted.... and then couldnt resist temptation any more and went to see. a rectangular box was covered with the highst quality of material {sponge bob paper} and i was stund... at first, like many other tramitized youth i thought "omg he got me cloaths", but then chased that thought away with entertaining thoughts of a laptop. why a laptop, well it was shaped like one, and ... thats pretty mutch it. well i picked it up and took it down stairs, shaired witty banter regarding the sponge bob wrapping paper and opened it. but without ripping it apart like you would when overly excited. i had no clue what it was when i first saw the black box, but once the picture was shown i said " ohh...a tablet". now this is not to say i dont like it , by all means ive been using it all day, its just i didnt expect a tablet. but then again i didnt know what to expect so really its was just awkward. but it is a high quality tablet

specs
intuos3 6X8
pressure sensitivity-1024 levels
express keys-8
finger sensitive input-2 touch strips
pen tilt-yes
resolution-5080 lpi
application specific settings-yes
display toggle-yes

if u understand what any of that meens good for u cause i dont. but it is awsome.

well besides the tablet nothing really new has happened. ive got some sketchbook drawings to put up and perhpas some tablet stuff if i have time to finish them.

big news about one thing though, the protomen have released a demo of one of their songs from act 2 witht eh working title "breaking out' or as fans have dubbed it "D.T.Y.B.O.T.C." which mean dont turn your back on the city. awsome song about dr light leaving the corrupt goverment of wily vowing to return and fight one day. and if you dont know about the protomen , their songs are based of the original mega man and tell the story of a post appocalyptic world in whitch willy and his robots rule the mass's and every one is to scared to stand up to the man. dr light creates protoman to fight back but proto dies fighting the six boss bots in an epic as hell battle. after suffering the loss of his "son" light creates mega man as a second attempt, mega man. light tells mega that he cannot fight wilys forces because its a task that not one man can do. mega doesnt care and runs out in the city and sees how scared the people are of the society they live in. he runs by protos grave and sees carved on his stone " hope rides alone". this is the title of the first song so it might not make sense to you. any way. mega runs twoards willys forces and confronts a shadowy figure who commands a robot army but this is not willy but his second in command.after beating the shit out of some robots mega confronts the figure. and after that stuff happens but me and my amazing story telling abilitys are making want to know what happens so you will go and listen to this mega man rock opra. its 8 songs long, about 40 minutes, but 40 minutes of your life you will be happy to spend over and over again. i do recomend listening and reading the lyrics so it makes more sense and theres some extra stuff in the booklet that gives more story so its good to go. and act 2 should be out in october a full 2 years after the first act so its a long time coming.

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